Laz yyyyyyyyyyy

Yea.Well that's the exact word to tag me in these days. I haven't been like this always, I used to be pretty dynamic & useful. But what can you do when you've got so much smoke inside your body & so little heat around. yes. It's WINTER.The time to hibernate.
So now you all must be thinking what is with this guy who claims to be an Idle suddenly starts blogging & shit.Well then let me tell you about this girl who took up this difficult job of breaking the slumber of this cold blood. n Yeaaah.. she made it!! played a furious girl role who won't take any reasons.Little bit of "monomalinno"..And i surrendered.She knows all the tricks to deal me now.She's getting better. She thinks she has this proper mental disease that needs serious medication.and I wont disagree to that.. She is a lunatic.Not like Annie Hall but more sophisticated version of the time.She can self-analyze n she can do blizzar things that you least think of. Sometimes she likes to play with my head too.Mind games you know.. To tell you the truth she's the Ultimate Kate Stratford.you better watch out!

Anyway so I wake up today with this weird dream of being late.You know sometimes you sleep with your watch.your move your ear onto it accidentally n you start to hear the tic-tic-tic-tic sound & a Pink Floyd song comes right in your head? Well That thing just happened to me! I had to be at college & then had to see her in the afternoon.. And without any doubt, I was late.. but wooH.. :) surprisingly She decided not to kill me this time.My life was spared.She is my Princess Ann..

High speed

Blurry love deep down under

quake my mind with noise and thunder

looking earth from outer space

beauty, light, fairness, i find no trace.


Open up your eyes and see

you brought me upon my knees

now nothing else can replace

on this timeless space i wait, i gaze..


I'm lost.. I'm scared

tired and bled

all that i had, have shred

so singing out this nothing list

singing out this mess

come and rhyme with me

my shivering cold, my shivering pain


Entrapped in things I can’t escape

inside remembrance and corrode affection


I'm lost.. I'm scared

tired and bled..

all that i had, has shred

so singing out this nothing list

singing out this mess

come on and rhyme with me

for my hope, living life and having friends


So before my head explodes

hope you come up to meet

and we'll go run to the stars..

In high speed .....>/

Hymn

Fill all the dark
Fill all the pain
Fill up my heart with never ending rain.
10 thousand sun burning in my way..

And far away,
all that i see, all that I say
and all that I breathe, all that I pray
Trapped all in a ashtray...

Smoke in the water, mist in the sea
deep in the void, howl move silently...
Tree of my wasted thoughts grow slow
needles under the skin dig down low..
so now if my heart goes faint
should i pick it up & wrap it in a plastic sack
or should I bury it, bound and restricted
confused, wrangled..
In the web of delusion
all that left, remain tangled....

Wishful thinking

By the crystal blue sky

Inside the heart of a vacant cloud

like dust and snow

hair fall on your face paint I slow...


Carefree hand wish to hold

of beauty that's never told..

Let my conscience have your picture tonight

On the water, where lucid moon sprawl...

Alaska is gone

All the life in this sun has all run

all the faith has undone, I have none..

Silence drip and savoring speak,

this crimson colored sky still in weep..

As my heart runs empty, now I realize

trampled this soul will never r.i.p...


Moments wait, can't tell you how it takes.

flashback of scars paint it's acid test..

now let the virus bite someone else's brain

cause I know what I want would never surface.

and again i find those pattens repeat..>

At the harbor of my broken rhyme,

awake or I'm still dreaming...

Insomnia

kill the rhyme

grasp this throat weep a smile

spinning head, over heat

you see love.. i see crime

oh no, here it goes again..

feral thorns and pillars of pain

sense the touch in your darkest hour

tears of joy or tears for ache?

ask your question "what do I get?"